What is forgiveness? How to forgive? well, i read this in a book, forgiveness is about letting go of the past. letting go of the past? some are so hard to let go, i mean when someone hurt certain someone so painful that it's hard to let go. Especially when it comes from someone that u truely care and love.
To me, even though i said i have never got angry with them and i m merely disappointed only, so, it's about forgiving also rite? when forgiving is defined as letting go of the past, it doesnt matter if the painful event got me real angry or disappointed, forgiveness still need to take place rite? i think i had done that long time ago. But a part of me is like dun wan to go out too often or simply said, distance myself a lil bit from the 'pain giver' (could b something). if it's with someone, i dun feel like getting to personal anymore and even if i meet new frens, i just stay in a safe distance. i dreaded to be disappointed again. The closer u get, the harder u feel. OR, is it that i have not forgiven blah blah blah
ohh..........feel so nice after ranting. hahahaha
actually i forgot what i wanted to write soem more, hahahah, i was searching for some songs in youtube and got hooked, hahahah, then forgot.
guess that will b all for now, hahahaha |
At 8:09 AM,
You know Adole whenever you make these posts I really REALLY want to know what they do to hurt you so. Please tell me. I'm not making fun, I'm serious the suspense is killing me. Did this friend steal a girl from you? Money? Abuse you in soome way?
But anyway if you don't wanna tell its cool. I myself never forgive, I just forget eventually, but generally if you bite me things never go back to the way they were, even if I am cordial with said person in public.
At 10:46 AM,
oh, i m just ranting, but thanks for the concern ^^.
ya, when you bite, things nvr go back like before............sorta...
At 2:52 PM,
Hmm... I'm kinda curious aswell. You sound absolutely devastated. I mean, what horrors have you endured in the hands of your tormentors?
As for me, I usually forgive. Memmory's a bitch though. I just exercise a little bit more caution. Thats all.