The long holidays are gone. It's time to get back to work. It's kind of refreshing to get back to the lab i would say, sorta miss my lifestyle in the lab. Too many holidays also wont do me any good. It's boring, unless i have somewhere to go. Honestly, i enjoyed my recent tripped to KL and i wish i could stay longer. Time is just too short if we really enjoy ourself, isnt it. When we are free, we are basically counting the seconds away, or at least that is what happened to me.
This year will be a busy year for me. Stacks of paperworks to deal with; proposals, abstract, etc. Will need to finish my proposal by this week. Hopefully everything goes smoothly.
Night time wont be so free for me anymore. It is not necessary my game hour any longer, which used to be. I may need to work overtime in lab, i just dun like to bring my work back to do, doing it in lab is way better. Time spend with frens also included. I will try spend more time with u guys in DotA. 24 hours is just not enough for me, really, nor for anyone. With MSN down, it is more boring than ever, no chatting. damn.............
Plan for tonite? no idea, i dun feel like going out, but i dun feel like staying at home also. It's just like..........well, i feel hollow from within. live but dun feel alive, and yet dun feel dead. it's like i m suspended in mid air. oh, i have been sporting a new hobby, drinking beer, hehe, getting beer belly soon which i try to avoid, though i hate to get drunk, just social drinking. perhaps tonite go for lonely beer, somewhere far away from civilization, hmm.........if possible, or just somewhere far enuf so that i wont meet anyone i know. Oh, i m not in depression mode this time, everything is fine with my life, just that sometime i would like to be lone ranger once in a while, there are too many things to be thought. Let's just see what will turn out, for i really care is the now, not the future. Plan for future may go wrong, as many other people also may plan for the same thing at the same time. But now, with every ticking seconds is what i must treasure, for it builds the future i planned for, or perhaps some other alternate futures.
Back to work, hehe. |
At 11:36 AM,
God I hate going back to work/school after long holidays. I prefer short ones, like just a monday or friday off.
Hee hee I'm getting an injection for my sinuses on friday, which means MC for me!!!!