haha, with ?. well, i dunno if i am really happy o not because i dun get a date. haha. She cant make it lo. sad sad. but it's ok, i indulge myself with Forbidden Siren the movie. The movie is good. Kinda my style, so i would recommend everyone to watch it. It's not really that scary but the feel when playing this kind of games really exists. Not for the weak hearted. I m going to watch One Miss Call Final and The Return soon, hahaha, i think i m going to put Ghost Rider on hold first. I just love to watch horror genre. There is this korean horror movie also 9.56 but i dun think it's in our local cinema yet here. Ah, there is this The Iron Lady Chef, hmm.....the name sounds corny, but i really like the actress, Charmaine Sheh, a very very very good TVB actress. As Sai or Siriuz and they will know who.
After watching movie, i was a bit reluctant to hang out with my other frens. But i have to give some face rite? so i just went and chill at this place for a while. haha. Oh btw, i went solo to the movie ^^ nice to go alone, u get to sit wherever u want and watch whatever u want and watch whenever u want, mwhahahahahaha. They told me i m in PMS lately, hahaha, cause i have been rather cold to them. This happen after New Year and it has been like nearly too months now. Just a snippets, i used to feel very sour at heart due to some circumstances but now when i thought i was recovering, but i still felt something or a bit of this kind of things. It's still healing but i m recovering soon, hahahaa, this is my second encounter and my first was sometime 4-5 years back. I m totally healed for my first encounter, everyone changed, matured in some way in the process. haha. I think this is a form of jelousy. It's so dangerous, u know. It's not something u feel jelous because u cant get something while others get it, but it's more like erm....admiration and envy. Or perhaps, some attention. awww......over with it. I can really whine like a girl u know. hahaha, even my frens also labelled as girly in my thinking and my lil cousin (14 years younger than me) called me sissy, hahaha. It just somehow drain a bit of my confidence away, ounce by ounce. hahaha. i m trying to build up what i have lost now.
WOw, this blog has really become my diary, haha, hope everyone can put up with me. i really feel refresh after i blog here and i can conduct my word peacefully now. ohohoohoh. The other thing i would do is to stare blankly into the vast sky. It feels like the sky is sucking all my thoughts away and i really feel relaxed. CNY is approaching and i dun think i have the time to do all the things i wanted to do like swimming. ah, maybe i just stay cooped up and play games in my lil den. |
