Ahh..........the beauty of life, will i ever experience it? My definition may be very different from everyone's beautiful life, i reckon every single human in this world has their own definition to this. My beautiful like is more towards the emotional and phsycological path. haha when i see some place nice like greenaries and field of flowers, this is the beauty of life, or more like the beauty of mother earth. of coz, there will be some other beautiful things like beautiful bonding, beautiful frenship, beautiful relationship, beautiful this and beautiful that.
Gaming is a part of my beautiful life. I get to see so many beautiful scenaries (virtual one), haha, especially the cities and towns in the games. It's so nice, coupled with some peaceful soundtracks.
On gaming, I played Rogue Galaxy up to 15 hours now and i just found the dvd is corrupted. arg...........the game just froze up when i reach certain part of the storyline, skipping movies wont do any good. Now Rogue Galaxy no stock aiyo. But i put my time to good use by palying the remake of Tales of Destiny. It's really good, Sai should love this since he likes Tales series. Sai, buy and play this game, er........Japanese one lo, my chinese character not good, but at least i can read and understand katakana, it's just an english term which is translated to japanese.
Now i m partially in holiday mood, as everyone knows that cny is here soon. i still need to get some more accessories. hmm....but i still like to shop for this in kl, plenty around everywhere.
I just had a not so fun meeting with my frens the other night. I just dunno what went into me, it used to be so fun hanging around and chatting, but it did not seem so that night . i was rather quiet that night and erm........my mind was wandering somewhere else. cant seem to focus what there were saying, haha. i guess i have if not fully, almost entirely revert back to my old self. That is a good thing at least i dun have too many things to worry about. and i can do ALL I WANT. i m being rebellious now. It's good they dont come to read my post here eventhough they know the existent of this blog. it would be better if they can read it, save time for me to explain. ahhh, how i wish i can work in Japan, sigh.........i feel like leaving this country and travel elsewhere. start life anew in a new place. sounds like i m trying to escape the reality and the harshness of this world, including abandoning the problems i have been facing. But that might just do the trick. going to old places will make u reminisce of the hurtful and painful past. get over it? yes i had. but when feelings are too strong for something, it's not going to be easy to fully get over it.
From now and onwards, i will try to take any oppurtunities to make money, of course in a legal way. I have a dream, that is to have my second home in Japan. i hope i can achieve it in a decade probably, hopefully.
ah, time to go, cya all. take k. |
At 12:37 PM,
I never quite know what to comment on your posts Adole. You're alway saying how you've been hurt etc etc, the painful past etc etc.
Why don't you put in into words? State exactly what happened to you, did someone insult you repeatedly? Break your heart? Sometimes if we just get it out there it helps with realising that its not that big a deal, you keep these things inside and they wind up growing and growing, take the example of someone who got dumped killing themselves over it.
I've had bad shit happen to me, but in reality it doesn't even compare to the crap most people in the world have to go through (of course my crap matters more to me, but its good to get some perspective). When you look back on these things after awhile its no big deal, sometimes you even feel nostalgic about that first time you humiliated yourself in front of a girl.
Good luck with Japan! Practice your drifting!
Life is wonderful, at the end of it you always want more. So enjoy it. Take risks. Do what you want with yours, because you only get one, no refunds, no do-overs.
At 12:59 PM,
Magus has a good point. Maybe if you air out all that has happened to you to make you so sad and bitter you'll feel better. At the very least it'll be a step in getting better. Remember that everyone here is your friends too and we would help if we can .. just let me know who to beat up :P
At 2:01 PM,
oh yeah, i m enjoying every minute of my life now. That feels wonderful. i have a wonderful collegues, wonderful frens (like the Sanbaka) and some here. If just ask Warlock, i dunno warlock knew or not the other day i went to KL, i wasnt quite enjoying myself. oh warlock, it's not because of u lo, it's because of something else, not the Sanbaka lo. Haiz....hard to put the things in word. It's something that can be felt but cant be described. It's ok, anyway, i m almost fully healed, by games!!! mwhahahaha. i m going to play more games from now on, and i havent been using the msn at my home for sometime, eventhough it's on all the time. i only blog while i m in da office. at home it's all about game!! oh yea.
At 2:04 PM,
ah, i forgot to add that, i enjoyed every minute of our gathering. i enjoy every minute of the time meeting or fellow ukmers. haha, i enjoy every minute of the time at ur house. so no misunderstanding pls. hahaha. honesly, i miss the time i was with the sanbaka, playing games all day long and all night long. that was unforgetable experience. haha, i still relate Diablo 2 with u guys anyway ^^ and CS, remember the clan? haha, really a sweet memory. if got any new clans, let me join, please? ^^
At 3:15 PM,
Beating someone is always my favorate. Name it. Ok! I can hear warlock screaming now.
At 7:32 PM,
WHO CAN I BEAT UP!!!
i can bang them with a kancil..HAHAHAHHAHAHA....
ok seriously adole i can wrestle em' down for you but only if its someone my size la -.-
or i could bitch-slap..
ORRRR... i could DRAW SPIDERS ON THEM..
okay i sound like a complete retard but after a tireing day at uni this is the best i can do..
sorry :(
but warlocks right la..we're ALL here :)
At 9:40 AM,
Well....I'm not here for you unless I get paid ^_^
Time alone is always good to help you get your bearings in life without other people causing complications.
At 5:03 PM,
Yo adole, why you so depressed all the time. Cheer up, man! You've got a whole board of people here backing you up. Although from a distance. But still, I've never even met you yet and i'm already ready to beat up people for you. Heh heh! Then again, i just like beating up people in general so..... ;D
Anyway, like magnus said, details man. No one understands if you just express depresion without reason. Besides, i'm into psychology and stuff so feel free to post away. I'd be happy to brainwash you online. SKEITH!!! (data drain) Mwahahahahaahah!!!
;D
ps: warlock... you replayed diablo 2? Didn't we finish that like ages ago? Gotta luv your self sacrificial paladin. Ha ha ha!
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